I would like to thank all my classmates who have been part of my whole-sem stay at Cebu Technological University. Thank you so much guys, I love you all!!!
19 May, 2012
I had experienced to get disappointed in things that I am hoping the most to come. I was about to cry, I get mad to the world, and my my face can't be figured out. But despite all of these, I haven't asked myself, "Why I am hoping for too much?"
It had come to the point that my clanmate texted me that she is going to take an examination for a scholarship. I said to her,
"Think positive and the spot will be yours."
"I will not hope for too much.", she replied.
"Don't think negative, and everything will be all right.", I texted back.
"To think negative is one of my defense mechanisms. It is OK for if I can't get the spot, as long as I am not hoping for too much , and it will not give me disappointments.", she said.
Our conversation was so meaningful. From her, I learned something.
Then I finally realized that she is right. Negative is not always bad, sometimes it helps. It makes you free from hurt, discouragements and disappointments. I learned that we should not give our hundred percent hope for such thing with no assurance, 'cause in the end, no one will be reigned loser but yourself.